Why can't i decide on my own?I always depend on what people will think about me. I always want someone will tell me you do this and do that. Maybe because i do not know what i want or maybe i know but i was so scared that i might hurt someone or maybe a lot of people will be disappointed. Is this what i really want or not? Maybe i just said i don't want it because i was not ready to take responsibilities or maybe i was so tired and doesn't want to suffer at all.Am i happy? Well i do not know! How to know if you're happy or not?! Oh GOD tell me. Sometimes in life you need to stop and listen to your heart. But I cannot i always use my brain because I'm a coward i want things to get even i don't want to lose if i don't win at least i get even. Yes i am a coward! I'm afraid to take risks and afraid to decide because i want things to fall on the right place for me and I'm scared that someday i cannot stand up again. I'm a coward because i do not think LIFE is a game.
Live. Dream. Sing. Dance. Write. Walk. Run.....and.. whatever.
